Thirst and Lust

I do have thirst,

and be it lust.

I do pray,

Does he play,

and I am his prey.

I do sleep 

and it is very deep.

I do clean, my hear and mind

and it makes me keen.

IF

Why if is significant?

If I had that or If I done that

If she was mine, If I had told her,

If we never went different ways,

If I could rewind life,

If's make us weak inside.

Its better never to live life

where prefix, if is used often.

Why if's , when we have today?

Why excuses , when just a life to live for?

Why regrets,which makes life hollow?

Why if's?

Chaos

Its hard to say,

but there is chaos

why?

Despite of having facts,

chaos may have an upper hand.

are we blind or it is better to pretend so.

what do we get out of it ?

more chaos.

Its not hard to say,

but there is chaos,

because we may love it,

because chaos may make life meaningful/meaningless

as we want our life's to be.

A chaos.

Like them !

I don't like them

does it mean I hate them.

if I don't hate them

does it mean I like them.

what is the liking and disliking business?

it makes me confused.

why we like and dislike?

what does it mean ?

If I don't like you

then I must be hating you

If I don't hate you

then must be liking you.

If I don't like or hate you.

then?


Note: Like is used in place of  Love.

Don't Talk ,flow like a river/falls.

He talked,
They talked,
We heard
some of us heard
did any one move
did any one change
No !
if there is a urge
why you talk?
or they talk
we just walk
we just do it.
Nobody talks
everybody does.
don't talk but 
flow like a river/falls

Love.

I don't love her,
but her image

And I still find her traces
on my life's pages.

Silence is all we have ever spoken.
while not loving her my heart is broken.

All I carry is her images
they seem to be long lasting impressions.

I don't love her
but her image

Conversation.

I had a conversation with him.
He said to me , 
live all your dreams.
But remember the world remembers ,
only the finishers and not the starters
It was a message, message to me.
And was delivered.