Thirst and Lust

I do have thirst,

and be it lust.

I do pray,

Does he play,

and I am his prey.

I do sleep 

and it is very deep.

I do clean, my hear and mind

and it makes me keen.

IF

Why if is significant?

If I had that or If I done that

If she was mine, If I had told her,

If we never went different ways,

If I could rewind life,

If's make us weak inside.

Its better never to live life

where prefix, if is used often.

Why if's , when we have today?

Why excuses , when just a life to live for?

Why regrets,which makes life hollow?

Why if's?

Chaos

Its hard to say,

but there is chaos

why?

Despite of having facts,

chaos may have an upper hand.

are we blind or it is better to pretend so.

what do we get out of it ?

more chaos.

Its not hard to say,

but there is chaos,

because we may love it,

because chaos may make life meaningful/meaningless

as we want our life's to be.

A chaos.